It's been a long day,
yet, I can't sleep;
as soon as I lay my head down
millions of thoughts race through my mind
not allowing me to breathe,
when I truly need to,
so, here I am trying to shield myself from the cold air.
I know I think too much,
shirk away from everyone's touch,
yet, I crave it,
making me feel like an outcast
cause I don't know how to tell anyone what I'm thinking.
What is it that I need?
Because there's something missing from me,
and I cannot put my finger on it;
maybe I just think too much,
maybe I overthink,
maybe I need to sleep,
to let my brain take a break
so I can remember what I lost.